I WANT TO <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.nurture">NURTURE</a> SOMETHING.

I mean, I've had baby fever here and there, but I've always been able to say "no, I want to wait, I haven't done this yet..." or "now isn't a good time" and within a week or so, it goes away and I'm fine. But OH MY GOD I'm going crazy. I was supposed to get a puppy, but right now I can't get any creatures. I don't know anyone with kids and honestly I don't want to babysit, I want to care for and <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.nurture">nurture</a> something of my own. I'm nesting hard core. I have all these weird urges to just love and care for something and I think I'm smothering my poor husband and good God I've given my fish...FISH!...personalities they don't really have. I'm going insane.

Instincts and hormones suck.

Please tell me I'm not the only one