So we both have a "if it happens that's wonderful, and if it doesn't that's fine too" attitude about conceiving.. Or at least we did, he still does. But I've suffered two miscarriages in the past eight months.. We don't have sex often anymore because I'm scared of it happening again.. I have had a prescription for birth control for those eight months that i just didn't feel the need to fill.. But I just called the pharmacy to get four months worth filled... And I'm sitting here already feeling like I've betrayed him..