Trying to not test early..

Every month for the last 5 I have taken a FRER before my missed period (sometimes 2 or 3) and every time I get my hopes up and then crushed. So I decided I would not teat this month unless I miss my period (due the 14th) but holy Moses this is so hard not to do....anyone else trying to wait? Are you struggling? Pretty sure I'm out this month anyway. We had some family issues that caused is to not DTD as much as we should have.