Mind is racing!

Louie • 1 day over due...
We stopped TTC a couple of months ago, after yet another heartbreaking unsuccessful month. I've been distracting myself from thinking of cycle days and symptoms and ovulation days pretty well - until today.
After having sharp pains yesterday and spotting today - 7 days before AF. My mind is racing with thoughts of 'implantation pain & bleeding' and I feel like I've forgotten all the rules and it's my first month of trying all over again.
I'm trying to talk myself out of getting my hopes up because the chances are so small. Plus we only BD'd once this month so the chances are even less likely we timed it perfectly, accidentally!!
Anyways. Just had to get it out of my head so I can get on with my week. Thanks ladies :)