Loosing hope :(


I been ttc for 5 months now and I know people have been trying a lot longer than that but right now I'm getting so down about seeing af or a negative test. ... This month I was a week late so got hopes up but then af turn up ,,, it's so hard to try keep positive about it all I want it so bad it tears me down every time I see its not this month :( I feel hopeless and really I am struggling to stay upbeat about it all ,.... sorry just needed to it out of my system.

Baby dust to all x