I so wanna take a test, but....

Sarah
So i miscarried for the 9th time at the end of july and since then my periods have been all out of whack. Long periods and not quite enough day between them, and even sometimes spotting in between. This month it is different..... my last period was January 31 thru February 11 and only a little bit of spotting my SO and I had sex. I want to take a text but im late and thats it. No other symptoms and I dont want the disappointment. I put it on my calender to take a test in a week and a half if i dont start... but oh How I want to take the test.