I feel horrible. Today I found out that I'm no longer covered by my father's insurance and need to get on Medicaid. Its bad timing! We aren't doing great with money and my teaching position ends in April. I'm having a nervous break down worrying about being able to afford everything. I was in a crying fit when I said "I almost wish I'd never gotten pregnant!". I said that out of nervousness for my baby. I don't want him to struggle. It's haunting me though...I keep rubbing my belly saying "I didn't mean it! I love you so much baby". I'm so happy to be having him, but what I said is haunting me ans now I feel like something bad will happen. 😢🙏