I can't talk to my BFFs

One of the BFFs is going through a divorce and the other just told me she is pregnant and I don't want to steal her thunder. This is her time. I'm not telling our families we're TTC, either. But I really need someone to talk to. 
I am due for a visit from AF today and there's no sign of her. All tests (the 7 I've taken obsessively over the past 4 days) are negative. I'm really sad. Looking for someone to talk to who is unbiased but going through the same thing. I got a kik (buggabozo) if anyone wants to text. If you need someone to talk to, I'm here.