Im so confused. Im with my boyfriend and I love him so much but he barley talks to me. I express my concern and it changes for like a day but then it goes right back to the way it was. He works a lot and if he's not working he's usually sleeping. I honestly wish he would spend more time on me. Whenever I think of ending things I just wanna cry and i chicken out. I can't imagine being without him. But then again I have feelings for my bestfriend. He texts and calls everyday. He makes me feel good about myself, but he used me in the past but ever since he's come back into my life he's proved to be here for me but he asks about my relationship a lot. He always says he wishes I was his and that I should get tested better. With my boyfriend I see the future and how it'll go. But with my bestfriend I don't and that makes me resitate. I wanna know how things are gonna go and I like knowing I'll be in a safe and secure relationship. With my boy boyfriendd I know I have that. But with the bestfriend I don't and I know that if he hurt me it would hurt so much more than my boyfriend could. I honestly don't know how to feel. Im trying to hard to keep them both in my life but it's so hard...