I lost my baby

I lost my baby on feb 20th. I was about 8 - 8and a half weeks. But I can't get myself to delete this app. 
Everytime I open it I feel pain and saddness but I just can't get rid of it. Something is telling me not to. Today I would be 10W 3D. 
May sound insaine but I think it would have been a little girl. With bleach blonde hair like her daddy had. I find myself thinking about this very often. When I see a baby. When I see baby clothing or accessories, shoes, food... Commercials or ads in magi ones... It's 
everywhere and It's killing me eeryday... 
Has anyone else found they are in similar boats as me?