Wtf is wrong with me

NaShaun β€’
I'm 14 weeks + 1 and although I have cut down tremendously on cigs I have yet to stop completely this is driving me crazy while yes I still smoke I'm not enjoying it I'm wasting money I'm not even smoking the whole thing so wtf is wrong with me I pray for my Bunchkin everyday yet still smoke I surrender to GOD LORD PLEASE MOVE THIS MOUNTAIN OFF OF ME FOR THE BETTERMENT OF MY CHILD PLEASEπŸ˜”πŸ˜”πŸ˜₯πŸ˜₯πŸ˜₯😩😩😩😑😑😑😀😀😀