TTC our Rainbow baby 💗

Lora • We are trying, hoping, and praying for our Rainbow baby while loving our four Angels in heaven.
I am extremely new to this app because I have never actively tried to get pregnant before. My husband and I became pregnant (by accident) June of 2014 right before he deployed to the Middle East. While he was away, I lost our baby and endured emergency surgery. I then had to go the rest of the deployment without even a hug from him or any means of comfort between us besides words alone. It was the hardest thing we have ever been through. 
Now he's finally home and I can't help but think and cry that we should (and wish) we had our baby who would be just a little newborn. Our miscarriage opened my eyes to how much I desired to be a Mommy sooner rather than later. This is our first month of trying and I am so scared that every negative test will break my heart. We are praying for our Rainbow while loving our angel baby in heaven endlessly. 💕