So much pain yet not DILATING enough!!!!!

Gero
Im having regular contractions since Monday and it came up to 2mins apart but I'm only 1cm dilated. I'm so depressed about the lack of progress as I'm also in my week 39. I'm trying to use some heat packs to numb the pain but still it hurts so badly. I feel so miserable and wish to end all of this ASAP. 😭 And they once did an cervical examination, I don't know why it hurts so badly and I'm having fear of checking my cervix. So far they claimed that I'm not in a condition which they could admit me as they said that there's nothing they can do to help me except to wait for further progression. I wish this baby can pop soon cos I'm having so much pain already. 😭😭😭