Emotions running high

Do you ever just feel in your soul you are pregnant? You are so hopeful, and then you get your period. Ugh. That is me this morning. I had a couple indications that led me to believe I may be pregnant. Of course I got over excited only to be disappointed, again. I know it will happen, but this waiting is driving me nuts. I have a beautiful daughter who will be 3 this month, I am beyond thankful for her everyday. I also miscarried twins last Christmas. I just want this so badly. Wah wah wah, there's my poor me pitty party rant. 
Just needed to get that out.