Well these past few days I've been getting BFN'S but the other day I got 2 positives!+

I honestly give up! Me and my partner decided to try since February but I always get thoughts that I can't have children but I'm very scared to go to docs about this! But my OH is willing to go get himself checked for infertility! I'm just scared of the out come! I seriously give up! I feel so crap about my self knowing I haven't concieved yet but my other members of family has concieved and my friends have! It just gets me down and so angry about it! I get very jealous seeing a new beautiful baby born and then there's me not conceiving at all! I try to not think about it but I just cannot get it off my mind it's driving me insane! I just wish I will concieve one day!

How long did it take some ladies to concieve??