..... Shes only 34 weeks. I didn't get to see her even once before they took her away to the NICU. I didn't get to hear her cry or touch her. I won't get to either until I can get up from my csection. I've also been told that she will DEFINATELY not be going home with me yet when I'm discharged. She's laying there all alone with a cpap machine on her face. And she'll need to get more surfactant given to her to help her breath better. I'm sitting here alone, in pain, & hurting over this so bad! I could use all the prayers u can spare for her right now please! 😭😂