Please comment I need advice

Jessica • Pregnant with my first baby boy and due on November 16th :). Pro-lifer :)
So I'm late on my period but I've been cramping like I'm on or about to start my period but it hadn't started I'm scared to test because I don't want a negative so I've been holding off it's like I feel like I am but I make myself believe I'm not because I have had so many let downs I need some encouragement lol