Mental Breakdown

Just need to vent - I've stayed mentally strong through 5 solid weeks of morning sickness that lasts all day and includes 1-3 episodes of vomiting a day.  I have severe food aversion as well making eating a nightmare.  Today I woke up promising myself I'd feel better for at least part of the day only to start puking the bagel I forced down up by 9am.  I am mentally breaking ladies!  Im afraid to go out much since I throw up and spend my days and nights more or less trying not to puke.  I need a break from this!  I can't even remember what normal feels like.  I'm 10 weeks and seriously considering filling my Zofran Rx if I don't get a good day soon.