So sad

My pregnancy ended at 5 weeks and I started to miscarry two days ago. It has been such a devastating experience, even though it was so early on. I feel like no one really understands the sadness that I feel. I just keep relieving taking the pregnancy tests, buying my stretch mark cream. All the things you do at the beginning that are so exciting and special. I finally had to put everything in a bag in the closet bc I couldn't stand to look at it anymore. I just wish I could stop crying.