Today was the worst day of my life.

I was suppose to be 6 weeks 4 days. I had some cramping this morning, so I decided to go to the dr. To make sure everything is ok. I had an ultrasound only to show not only was the baby not there, I have 2 massive cysts on each ovary that will require surgery. I have never been so heartbroken in my life. My face is so swollen from crying. One of my best cycle buddies put it best. "I will not die on this mountain".  I am heartbroken, but even more determined.