Talking to so about wanting to ttc

Hannah

We lost our daughter in January at 7 days old (6 bilateral brain bleeds) I was told we can start trying again in April but I'm so kinda scared/worried about talking to my partner about it. We talked about it a few weeks ago and we both kinda agreed that we didn't want to wait to long. But I'm scared of bringing it up again. I have no idea why, he didnt react badly before or anything.

All I've ever really wanted was to be a mother. I've helped raise my sisters kids for the last 7 years but I just wanted my own. I was told I was infertile then we had hazel and it was so amazing but she didn't make it. My so wants kids as much as I do. How would you bring this up?

I know that another baby will not replace the one we lost. And I wouldn't want that anyway. (just in case someone was going to say that)