I had a miscarriage not to long ago and it was tramatizing for me. I loved my baby boy with all of my heart and I lost him. My cousin got pregnant the same time I did and she beats her baby. She leaves him in the bedroom to cry because she's "too exhausted to get him" is it wrong for me to think how unfair it is that she got to have a baby and yet she doesn't appreciate what she has? And I lost mine even though I would've been a much better parent than her. She gave up her 2 other kids because her boyfriend didn't want them. And she chose her boyfriend over her kids. Why is it that someone who doesn't deserve a baby got one and I didnt?... it isn't fair.