Received My BFN Today 😢😢

After a year and 2 months of trying, today I got another BFN... It's so depressing!!! My SO and I both want our baby soooo badly it hurts. I have been trying to do it on my own with irregular periods but we've officially decided to seek medical help. Setting an appt with my doctor about helping my cycle regulate, hopefully that will help everything else fall into place. Ughhhhh *Rant Over*