Deepest pain I've ever known...

Shannon • TTC baby #2 for 6+ yrs. Healing from mc 3/15. We have 1 precious boy & his hearts desire is to be a big brother...
I had a d&c yesterday after TTC for 6 years. We conceived via IUI & believed this was a miracle baby. Nothing short of answered prayer. I went in for my first ultrasound Friday at 7w4d & measured 5w2d. Blood work showed dropping hcg levels. I'm thankful for the blessed assurance I have in Christ if a glorious reunion with my baby in heaven, but I wanted to hold my baby in my arms, look in to his/her precious face while he/she suckled at my breast. The hardest part is that my son was so excited to be a big brother. He's going to be crushed.