Really sad....TTC on hold

Chastity
So back in 2008 I had a bone tumor in my finger which caused my bone to breAk. I had surgery where they took bone from my wrist and packed in the tumor to make it solid so I wouldn't keep breaking. Well I noticed that my finger has been hurting a lot this week. Had X-ray done and it looks like the tumor is back. I have to go and see the surgeon again next week. My hubby and I have been ttc for 8 months but it looks like we are going to have to put that on hold until the surgery is done again:( just kind of  bummed about it.