Doesn't make anything easier !

Saturday will make a week without my baby girl! I have my days were im okay and days where I wanna just lock my self in a room and cry. Going to sign up for one of those emotional support groups 😔 I'm happy to have my daughter to keep my mind off some things, but at night it hits me harder I hold on to her and just cry, and I talk to her and imagine what our angel is doing in heaven❤️ Its so weird to have breast milk and to feel the need to pump! Breast have been hurting so bad just doesn't make anything easier 😔😭 how are you other mommies holding up?