6 Months Gone

Marrissa • GMH in Heaven
I lost my son six months ago and I thought I would be okay today but it hit me this morning like the first day all over again... His father left a month ago and I asked if he wanted to go to see the baby and he acted like it never happened. 
Why is this hitting me so hard and everyone else is fine? I know I'll be like this the rest of my life, but why am I the only one feeling it?