TTC for a long time now. Haven't had any luck. I'm to the point where I'm just done with the idea of trying. I don't want to give up but for my own sanity I feel it's the best thing to do. I can't try a infertility specialist because my insurance doesn't cover it. Can't afford to pay out of pocket because it's super expensive. I've tried using the ovulation kits but I just go crazy when it comes up positive and we don't do the deed before during or after because then I know it's not happening this month. Whenever I feel hopeful that this could be the month AF comes creeping her ugly face around the corner. I feel like the best thing to do for my own sanity is just "give up" trying. Just go with the flow and if it happens it happens.