In desperate need of prayers...

Ursula
I and my hubby have been married for 4 years and have been ttc. First pregnancy ended in miscarriage last June and I had to have a d&c last Thursday. We found out that our little one stopped developing at 8 weeks. Mind you we were at 12 weeks when we found it...no cramps, no bleeding nothing. It was so painful and I have been bleeding so much since then. I have so much sadness and anger at times towards God...I feel so upset that we announced to our families who were so excited for their first grandchild only to find out that the baby had been gone for 3 weeks. I have honestly not been able to pray with an open heart and just would really like someone to pray to God to forgive me for being so upset. My human nature REALLY wanted this baby and I was so happy to be pregnant. I know God's will is perfect but I'm finding it hard to be strong in my faith at this moment. Ladies please pray for me.Thank you so much.