I was raped by my best guy friend this weekend when I was drunk. I'm scared and told my boyfriend but i don't know what to do. I'm afraid to take it to the police because I don't want my parents finding out. I'm also really conflicted because if I go to the police he'll get in trouble which he deserves but he was a friend and I don't wanna feel responsible for ruining his life and possibly sending him to jail. My boyfriend is so upset and I just feel lost.