Depressed because I want to be engaged already

I feel like it'll be years before he ever proposes. He talks to me all the time about he can't wait until I'm his wife and so forth yet thinks it'll be weird if I propose to him. I feel like if I wait on him, I'll be waiting forever. He has no job or what so ever so where would money for a ring even come from? I feel like it's so far away & he teases me in a way. Talks about it just to get me all excited yet while knowing it's no time soon, what should I do? It hurts believe it or not