Feeling devastated

Kaitlin
I was almost 5 weeks along. Started having brown spotting 2 days ago which everyone said is normal and that my body is just preparing for the baby. Last night the spotting turned slightly pink and this morning I woke up to so much blood it was unreal. I went to the hospital and they confirmed I had a miscarriage. Is it normal to feel such loss and sorrow and grief for something that I just found out about less than a week ago?! All I know is my baby was growing and living inside of me and now it's not and I just feel numb. My husband is so sad I have never seen him this way. To make matters worse we told family and now we have to explain what happened and its gonna be like reliving it every time. Don't know how I will ever move past this sadness.