Got angry and got 6 frer...😡😭👎👎👎👎

Bc I didn't know if I was pg because I was getting both - and + and indents, i bought 6 frer. By now they would be pos at 14 dpo. And Bc of my early af I thought I wasn't out. Welp here we go.... I'm not pg 😭 I want my baby so bad, but I know that I'm healthy and that my baby goes to heaven and gets in line to be someone else's little bug, and I believe that Bc I know I am healthy and am able to have babys( but can't carry full term) that they get sent to mommys having a hard time ttc, like pcos. So my loss is a blessing to others I guess. But that's what I believe. I'm just sad I didn't get pg...