Cursing in this rant!!! Very vulgar language

ALL I want my husband to do is touch and caress me. Kiss me play/fool around with me. I had a miscarriage 2 weeks ago. I'm horny as hell. My husband won't touch me!!!! He knows we have to wait to weeks for the spotting to stop and my cervix to close. But I just want him to touch me! Kiss me!! Caress me!! It hurts so much untold him I would even suck him off I'm so horny but he doesn't even want to do that. I'm tired of this!!! I just want to be fucked!!! Lol sorry but please someone give me advise or is anyone going through or have gone through the same thing??