Struggling

Rachel • I`m 25 from Florida and TTC baby #1 with my wife.
I had a dream last night that I took a pregnancy test and it was positive. So this morning I took a test and gave it to my wife because I get to anxious to see what it says. She hasn't said anything to me which makes me think it's negative and I'm pretty crabby now because of it. I am about a week late for my period and have had a negative blood test a week and a half ago but I have been feeling so off and nauseous. I feel so conflicted. Idk if I can bear to ask her what it says.