Having trouble sleeping

Molly
For 2 days now I've been woken up because of a dream. The first one was about me giving birth. The dream was so vivid. I could see the babies face and what she looked like. Then I woke up and couldn't go back to sleep. Last night I was dreaming about 2 positive pregnancy tests. Those double red lines were so bright . Woke up once again and couldn't go back to sleep. I want a baby so bad that this is breaking my heart.😭😭