I want to be SINGLE!!!!!!!!!

I'm so tired of trying, been together for four years and I wasted every last one being with him!!!!! Every time I would want to break-up, he would beg me to stay!!!!! I know for sure we will NOT make it to a fifth year!!!!!!!    I'm Done and now I finally see why God hasn't blessed me with a child yet. It's because he's not ment for me..he's so fucking immature, so his mom can be his woman and teach him common sense shit that she should of taught him as a kid!!!!