Frustrated & miscarriage.

Breanna • I have an angel in heaven and I'm currently pregnant with our rainbow baby. ❤
Me and a girl I work with found out the same day we were pregnant. We were two days apart. I had a miscarriage and now she's 20 weeks. Just found out what she was having. She never stops talking about how it sucks being pregnant. I'd give anything to be pregnant again. On top of all that this morning my bestfriend tells she's pregnant. How do I heal when I have to live around this? I want a baby so bad but my boyfriend said its not time for us yet.