My sex drive is so terrible :(

I am 20 years old. I was on depo for only two shots. Before the shots, I had a healthy sex drive. But once I got on it and recently got off of it, my sex drive disappeared. I have toys to use to help me get aroused for my dear sweet hubby. But I honestly never attempt to initiate sex like I used too. It's really starting to hurt our relationship. I'm not sure what to do. I need help :'(

Even when he tries to touch me and love on me, I push him off. Am I not sexually attracted to him? I need help, or advice. Something. I love this sweet man with all my heart. Always have, and always will.