Surprise...

Jen • Mom to one very cute little boy conceived with the help of Glow! Avoiding baby #2 for a few years
Ok before you get super excited no BFP here... Today is CD8 for me and like I have in the past this is the day I start the fun morning routin of peeking in a cup for the ov test. I usually get a positive around CD 18-20 so almost didn't do it this morning but did and look! 
That's almost positive! Then thought ohhh lucky we did some BDing last night... But then looked up my due date if convicted today or tm and its Xmas <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">eve</a>!!! I was expecting to o in a week or so which would have made my due date jan 1st ish. I also realized that since I am in Canada for 3 weeks at the end of the month luke won't be with me when it comes time to test!! I'm so conflicted... I just want to get preggers already but not sure I want a Xmas baby, start feeling preggers symptoms while traveling ( felt crap first few weeks last time) and find out I'm preggers with luke on the other side of the world. Help ladies talk me through what to do