Today was my first time going to a food pantry my parents always told me I should be ashamed if I ever went and I was I went with my landlady who has taken a liking to me which was strange also. The church told me if I need anything come back and they will give it to me because I took so little. My fiance says there isn't anything to be ashamed of but its hard to get past that after being told what I was told for 19 years does it make me a bad person?