Do u consider it a loss?

I've had 5 losses my last they think was just a chemical pregnancy and as far as I understand a chemical pregnancy is just basically a loss before 5 weeks cuz it doesn't attach itself and start growing but to me still getting that positive and bring exited being late all these things to just start bleeding I feel that loss I fell that grief cuz I started to love that baby I thought I was getting does anyone else feel this way?