Tired of tracking...

We have been trying for 4 cycles now and am starting cycle 5.. I came off BC pills in November and my cycle runs 29-31 days in length.. Last month I tracked OPK and received my LH surge but we didn't conceive! This month I am trying my hardest not to track and keep up with anything and we are playing by ear! I'm tired of getting excited to the possibility and receiving a negative test and then AF shows!! Please send me some baby dust bc I am in need of lots of it