Just come out of the docs, walked to my car and burst into tears! Was told I am not ovulating and that I would not receive any kind of treatment because I already have children and that the nhs won't fund it.  So basically that's it now, no more babies! And to top it all off I phoned my SO and told him and he said well you shouldn't have made mistakes in the past and had kids to somebody else, what the fuck is that supposed to mean!