So when we have sex it hurts really bad so we've decided to stop for a while. He has gotten extremely mad at me and basically blames me for everything. And then I feel bad and say that I will just suck it up and he bitches again and says no I don't want to hurt you. But today he made the comment, "I wish I could just cheat on you" like what does that mean? I'm super upset and I don't know what to do. He blames me for my emotions and basically all my pregnancy symptoms. Like when I don't feel good, he always thinks I'm faking to just get out of whatever were doing. This is TMI but it's not like I don't let him watch porn. He can go do that whenever. And he thinks that I'm cheating on him because we haven't had sec and I have to be getting it from someone. But every time I have an orgasm it's very painful. I'm very uninterested in sex. What can I do?