I am so frustrated with TTC. How is it that people who don't want children get pregnant right away? Or people that aren't good or the people who hurt or kill their children? Why is it that they all get pregnant. I also just started working at a OBGYN and its extremely difficult seeing all these pregnant woman and all these woman with babies. Constantly seeing woman come in for their pregnancy confirmations and being happy for them but inside I'm dying, wishing that were me.