The Documentary "Dear Zachary"

Jennifer
If you have not seen this documentary then stop reading, go to Netflix, watch it then come back so we can share each other's pain! 
Just a little warning, there will be spoilers if you continue.
 I feel like my heart has been ripped out of my chest  and stepped on a thousand times! 
It feels like I've been through a traumatic experience and I need to know if anyone else feels the same way!!!