Clomid from dubai

Funny story, so my cousin travels alot and she is in dubai. She is struggling ttc as well and we exchange emails about our progress and frustrations. Well she sent me an excited email sayinh she is in dubai and they dont require a rx for clomid and she asked if I wanted some. Its so tempting and I said yes at first but I backed out because she needed to know the dosage. Im not keen to taking any drugs for ttc but im becoming desperate. Especially because its not like they hand it over, at least my MD doesnt. Anyway as tempting asbit was I declined. Hopefully a baby is in my future as ive considered drugs from the black market just to try for a baby. Who am I?!