I feel so crappy about myself. I usually weigh in the 135 range and right now I'm 175

I feel fat all the time

I don't even take pictures of myself anymore because I hate my appearance

When people look at me I feel like all they see is fat and I hate when I catch people looking at me

I don't look good in any clothes

Sometimes it even make me feel uncomfortable to have sex with my husband because I feel so fat

I've tried losing weight and it just doesn't seem to help and I give up

Even with makeup up I still feel hideous

:/

I wish I were invisible. Especially with summer coming up last summer my poor daughter missed out on pretty much any public pool etc because I didn't want to go out in a swim suit

I just wish I felt pretty again