I have a boyfriend who is nice, kind and caring. He recently told me he was in love with me but I don't feel the same way about him because I have always been in love with my ex boyfriend.

I don't want to hurt my actual boyfriend and I don't know what to do. Also my ex boyfriend wants me to be his again and he says that leaving me has been the thing he regrets the most, he wants me to marry him; the thing about him is that he is kind of a jerk but he really cares for me and loves me.

He did and said things to push me away because he didn't want me to get hurt but instead I got hurt and he blames himself for that.

Since we broke up he hasn't had other girlfriends because supposedly he really loves me and I do to.

Eventhough I have tried to forget him I can't and although I have tried to love someone else I can't see myself with anyone but him.

What should I do?